utterly worn out and despairing (2)

don’t feel physically as bad but emotionally worse. Kinda picked a fight with Corgi even though she was a bitch. Things are going so badly at work I wonder if my job is secure. I think I’ve had some sort of weird respiratory infection the entire time I’ve been here in NYC and when it flares up I feel super fatigued.  Plus the crick in my back leaves me always hurting and ragged. I feel horrible and I just have to keep working.