I’m only talking here because I feel like I have no one else to say this to. I feel so out-of-love with my lady, and so tired of all of her various bullshit. I’m just completely suppressing my emotions because I feel like I have nothing left to say to her. Everything she does and says irritates me so much and I don’t feel like I can rely on her to follow through on anything she says. She’s going for a little vacation in a week and I am honestly so glad and wish it was today. I can’t believe I have to get through an easter w her. It feels fucking impossible.