About to go to the doctor. “BestFriend” has been silent even though we just had a talk about her disappearing in the middle of a conversation for several days. Doesn’t look like anything changed here in spite of the fact that she seemed to understand how jarring this was. I’m seriously considering switching to some kind of text-message-based therapy or something just so I have someone guaranteed to be able to process to. I’m going to the doc to see if maybe they can bump up the SSRI dose. Ugh.