I have a sense of humor about it but it just informs everything I do. I’m so sick of myself. I’m sick of all this business with SpiritKid and Corgi and I’m so angry at them and so angry at myself and I feel so betrayed but I don’t know how to move forward with it. I’m literally just sick of being myself and having all these fucking impulse control issues. I feel so alone and isolated and so angry. Once a week of therapy hardly feels like it’s scratching the surface.