{"id":199,"date":"2023-04-03T00:03:19","date_gmt":"2023-04-03T04:03:19","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/log.danieltalsky.com\/?p=199"},"modified":"2023-04-03T00:03:19","modified_gmt":"2023-04-03T04:03:19","slug":"ugh-i-feel-so-incredibly-unloved-and-unappreciated","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/log.danieltalsky.com\/?p=199","title":{"rendered":"ugh, I feel so incredibly unloved and unappreciated."},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>I feel like I can&#8217;t make friends anymore.  I used to be able to do it so easily.  I don&#8217;t know if it&#8217;s my lack of confidence or if I&#8217;m just old and ugly now.  I feel so alone.  I have my mom and some old very good friends and I love them.  But no one close&#8230; it&#8217;s like people get to a certain age and the door is just closed.  I wish I&#8217;d known.  People like smalls and the like, I hope they&#8217;re happy that they closed the door on the last time I would have a group of friends for the rest of my life.  Fuck, it sucks SO bad.  I miss being attractive and slightly confident.  Life is just so fucking boring and ugly now.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I feel like I can&#8217;t make friends anymore. I used to be able to do it so easily. I don&#8217;t know if it&#8217;s my lack of confidence or if I&#8217;m just old and ugly now. I feel so alone. I have my mom and some old very good friends and I love them. But no [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-199","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-daily-log"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/log.danieltalsky.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/199","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/log.danieltalsky.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/log.danieltalsky.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/log.danieltalsky.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/log.danieltalsky.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=199"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/log.danieltalsky.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/199\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":202,"href":"https:\/\/log.danieltalsky.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/199\/revisions\/202"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/log.danieltalsky.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=199"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/log.danieltalsky.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=199"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/log.danieltalsky.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=199"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}