{"id":146,"date":"2016-09-19T10:32:45","date_gmt":"2016-09-19T14:32:45","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/log.danieltalsky.com\/?p=146"},"modified":"2016-09-19T10:32:45","modified_gmt":"2016-09-19T14:32:45","slug":"ssri","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/log.danieltalsky.com\/?p=146","title":{"rendered":"ssri"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I usually only write here when I&#8217;m in the most dire and suffering place and have no one to talk to. I think that leads to a somewhat skewed version of this log, although I truly was suffering SO much of the time in the past year. I&#8217;m about a week or two into the higher dose of ssri, and I think it&#8217;s kicked in pretty well. I do not feel miserable all the time. I still struggle with the memories of what happened to me and how many doors to people I was once close to are closed. But I have an easier time looking at the moment that&#8217;s happening right now, and just being grateful that I&#8217;m alive and breathing. (That&#8217;s the kind of thing I have to be grateful about.)<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I usually only write here when I&#8217;m in the most dire and suffering place and have no one to talk to. I think that leads to a somewhat skewed version of this log, although I truly was suffering SO much of the time in the past year. I&#8217;m about a week or two into the [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-146","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-daily-log"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/log.danieltalsky.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/146","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/log.danieltalsky.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/log.danieltalsky.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/log.danieltalsky.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/log.danieltalsky.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=146"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/log.danieltalsky.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/146\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":147,"href":"https:\/\/log.danieltalsky.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/146\/revisions\/147"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/log.danieltalsky.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=146"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/log.danieltalsky.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=146"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/log.danieltalsky.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=146"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}