{"id":109,"date":"2015-12-02T12:12:47","date_gmt":"2015-12-02T17:12:47","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/log.danieltalsky.com\/?p=109"},"modified":"2015-12-02T12:13:31","modified_gmt":"2015-12-02T17:13:31","slug":"good-ol-anxiety-attack-6","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/log.danieltalsky.com\/?p=109","title":{"rendered":"good ol&#8217; anxiety attack (6)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I had a good ol&#8217; anxiety attack last night on the train ride home thinking about what email I&#8217;d write to SpiritKid and CJ. I&#8217;m banned from further considering an email to either of them since it&#8217;s not fucking happening. That and trying to consider who knows what and who to talk to sent me into a tailspin, heart pounding and shaking on the train. I was so glad to make it home. Then, I talked to someone I&#8217;m dating last night about what happened to SpiritKid (someone who experienced sexual abuse as a child) and it was cathartic. Today I feel better. \u00a0Still super lonely. \u00a0Goddamn it&#8217;s hard to adjust without company during the day. \u00a0Why oh why did I have to lose Corgi&#8217;s daily company. \u00a0And now TechnoDruid\u00a0is so silent during the day. \u00a0It&#8217;s almost like I just have to work during the day or something. :( \u00a0Seriously though, it actually helps me work to be less lonely.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I had a good ol&#8217; anxiety attack last night on the train ride home thinking about what email I&#8217;d write to SpiritKid and CJ. I&#8217;m banned from further considering an email to either of them since it&#8217;s not fucking happening. That and trying to consider who knows what and who to talk to sent me [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-109","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-daily-log"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/log.danieltalsky.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/109","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/log.danieltalsky.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/log.danieltalsky.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/log.danieltalsky.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/log.danieltalsky.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=109"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/log.danieltalsky.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/109\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":115,"href":"https:\/\/log.danieltalsky.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/109\/revisions\/115"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/log.danieltalsky.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=109"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/log.danieltalsky.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=109"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/log.danieltalsky.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=109"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}